Thursday, October 22, 2009

its hard

my thoughts are a jumble
i wish i could run

i am doing ok
but this is hard.

why did this have to happen now
its not directed towards me
but it affects me.

my entire family hurts.
thanksgiving is in a week
thanks for being so completely
and utterly selfish and stupid
all at the same time.

i don't know how to act around you
this will be weird.
i will have to pretend like nothing happened

[Nov. 19th 2008/ 10:16am]

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